I don't need validation from anybody to be happy or content with myself. I'm proud of myself for never settling down with just anybody. Never having a credit card. I don't rely on anyone. I'm used to being misunderstood. I've been on my own my whole life. I don't give a fuck.. 😃
My biggest fear is that I'll end up in solitary confinement or homeless like my parents were if I don't comply with society & play the game. Working sucks.
I spent my 20s & 30s just working, looking for old toys at thrift stores & deepdiving my interests on youtube. Content with myself, no social media apps. Twitter has taught me a lot in the last 4 years.
When people tell me they don't want to introduce me to their friends or family because of the way I look it really hurts. I get along with most people. I probably know them already because I've worked in this town for so long. I won't change who I am for anyone.