Doing the 49ers cap work, I've done it, but it's not like how I used to, I just don't care anymore, idk, just been rough the last 18 months.

I don't feel like I have a meaning or calling, I used to take care of Honey, did a damn good job IMO, she couldn't do much, she was hurting, beat Cancer 3 times, 4th was too much, idk what to do, I just hate life, nothing brings joy, not even sports, hell I don't even care for

Others won't take me cause of the dosage I was on for my Meds, even though I haven't had those meds since October, idk what to do, I can't stop thinking about ending it all, or just up & leaving everything behind, life sucks and I go back to May 2023 when Honey died.

In September my Psychiatrist was either shut down or shut down himself, Idk I've yet to been able to find out, or been given a reason, haven't been able to find a new one, everyone who I've called either doesn't take new patients, if they do they don't take my insurance.

I'm not gonna lie, the last 18 months have been the worst 18 months of my life, end of May 2023 we lost our Dog Honey, ever since I've gone downhill, my Depression has gotten so bad, I thought I was doing good but it's been so rough, I've even thought about Suicide, I want out.

OMG, I can't stop laughing my ass off, HAHAHAHAHA

@DougWahl1 Yup but let him think he won, tired of hearing him whine.

LMAO Eagles fans actually thought they were gonna get Mike McDaniel as their OC and he chose the Chargers hahaha

Kyle Shanahan is 9-4 in the post season, Jim Harbaugh is 5-5 in the post season.

Some stats. Justin Herbert has a passer rating of 64.7 with 674 yards, 2 touchdowns and 4 interceptions in 3 games in the playoffs in his career. Brock Purdy has a passer rating of 93.8 with 1,605 yards, 8 touchdowns and 3 interceptions in 7 games in the playoffs in his career.

Who's better? Who would you take? Brock Purdy & Kyle Shanahan or Justin Herbert & Jim Harbaugh?

I love how MAGA defends whatever Trump & his Gestapo does, if someone walked out of there house, was shot & killed they'd say that the person shouldn't have walked out when it's not against the law to walk out of your own home, #FuckICE #AbolishICE #FuckTrump #FuckMAGA

On another note my beard itches like crazy, I haven't shaved since the 49ers started their winning streak, Idk if I'm really superstitious or not but I don't want to shave till they lose again, good god not sure I can handle this until February if they can win it all.

I love how no one is giving us a chance tonight, ESPN all over Seattle, love them so much, we have no chance apparently, GTFOH ESPN #GoNiners #FTTB

49ers-Bears Recap: 49ers win a close game against the Bears 42-38, improve to 12-4, can clinch #1 in NFC seed next week -

Right now I have the 49ers at $55.547M under a $305M cap, more likely the cap comes under that, but that includes projected carryover($19.592M) & projected adjustments($11.952M) with 39 players signed, includes all incentives earned now counting in 2026..

Farrell needs 11 catches to hit $200K which also required a 49ers playoff berth, he also can earn another $200K if he hits 40% playtime, he's at 34.57%, likely won't get it unless Kittle misses week 18 too, even then not sure he'll hit it. Oh Bourne can get $250K for 600 yds rec

McKivitz will earn his $650K LTBEs, can earn another $135K if the 49ers end up with top 10 sacks allowed & top 10 in rush yards per play overall. Also with 9 more catches Bourne earns $500K, & another $500K if he hits 55% playtime, he's at 54.81% right now.

Juice earned his $250K LTBE for making the Pro Bowl Mac earned $500K of his $600K LTBEs for 5 wins + 50% playtime in those games, can earn $550K if he ends up with 50% playtime overall. Brendel will earn $200K of his $500K LTBEs, 49ers get back $300K in 2026.

Some Incentives updates for the 49ers. Jennings earned his $1.6M LTBEs, he'll also earn another $800K for having 35 snaps in 15 games, plus another $600K if he has 35 snaps in each playoff game. Bourne will earn $500K for 500 receiving yards & $235K for 42% playtime