I want to kill myself.

I'm not unshakled, my feelings are.

Btw, unshakled because my feelings in this account aren't bound by what people might think if they saw it. .

Recently Whenever I feel like not being alive anymore I wish that nobody would feel sad if I died so that I could just do it.

And I end up crying because it'd hurt so many people. Thing is, I've felt this in the past, but I never wished it mattered to no one.

I've been having actual moments in which I want to kill myself.