So for those wondering, this will be the last post I will have on here as I no longer wish to associate with this account anymore. and this isn't about "running away" or "hiding", I am not. I simply just want an account where I can post positively. Now to explain a few things

You're part of the problem

vision and will continue to support from the sidelines. I hope this clears things up for people, I wont be responding to comments or anything on this account anymore thank you for everyone who has supported the convention and supported me for that I am truly grateful. (17/17)

It’s so insensitive due to the fact that they act as if they know everything about me but they dont. In spite of everything that has happened, weather personally or between the BFF team and I or the community itself I still stand by supporting Barkada FurFest and their (16/17)

In all honesty I just wanted to create a place for everyone in the community. I understand not everyone would be supportive but I didn’t think it would end with harassment. It really shows the crab mentality of the people whenever they try to attack me personally. (15/17)

the opposite of what we support. sexist, homophobic general borderline anti LGBTQ, it is the opposite of what we had stood for and fought for. With that I no longer wanna burden my team with everything thats been going on both professionally and personally. (14/17)

I’m not perfect and I made mistake, I admit that, but it doesnt justify the insane amount of harassment and hate for me and the con. It’s absolutely inhumane with everything thats being said about me to the point that certain words or people are literally being (13/17)

I’m sorry for not being strong enough to “ignore the haters” because this isn’t hate anymore, this is harassment, this is bullying, this is defamation and this is criminal. (12/17)

I want people to get that joy that I got when I went to my first fur con, but because people THINK they know everything about me, they believe they’re entitled to be an asshole. None of you know anything about me and it shows. (11/17)

You’re probably asking “why are you still pushing through with the con even though these people are hurting you?” Because I wanted to give people the real magic of being part of this beautiful fandom. I want people to experience the spark of going to cons like these (10/17)

I’m so sick and tired of being quiet. The fact that people are even scared to speak up about any of this shit behavior is because they know you’ll put them on blast on your socials and start a witch hunt. What part of that says “welcoming” in a community?? (9/17)

Why would they do that if your group is so welcoming?? That move was a clear sign of damage control because you don’t want people to realize your group is only acting nice to people, to convince your group is “welcoming” (8/17)

you’re claiming to be this “welcoming community” to “represent the local furry community” but proceed to say this shit?? Not to mention the fact that one of your own collaborators told my friend to take down their post explaining their bad experience with the group..(7/17)

It’s insanely hypocritical to have this group specifically preach about unity and kindness when they are the literal polar opposite of that example. You claim to want to respect people but take part in a whole server that doubles as a hate group. (6/17)

The fact that I wouldn't feel safe attending a con I worked on because people proudly threaten to end my life and continue to harass and mock me to the point where I want to stop living?? These are only but a few reasons why I am choosing to step down. (5/17)

misinformation or sitting by while Im vilified. Whats worse is seeing a group of individuals, fellow furries, no less actively mock, harass, and derive joy from my suffering, all under the belief that Im some kind of villain. That’s not just cruel it’s dehumanizing. (4/17)

What hurts the most is how some people in this community have easily believed harmful rumors and lies about me without ever seeking the truth. It’s horrifying to know that people who dont know me personally who’ve never even had a convo with me feel justified in spreading (3/17)

We have tried genuinely to give this community what it asked for. But the constant criticism and negativity have made it feel like nothing we do is ever enough. (2/17)

I would like to formally state that I will be stepping down as an organizer from BFF as it has taken beyond a mental toll on me already. Working tirelessly for a community that often meets our efforts with hostility, complaints, and ungratefulness has broken me. (1/17)

Honestly if my life wasn’t being threatened and I didn’t have to worry about my efforts going to waste, I would be less stressed but no. What’s worse is that people take pleasure knowing that so maybe instead of learning to relax, maybe learn to be kinder