ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i ordered something and it got returned to sender during the last mercury retrograde and has been missing ever since but it was just returned to sender again as we are approaching this mercury rx omg

am i dying

i’ve been sleeping anywhere from 10-14 hours a night for a week and my exhaustion is only increasing

actually idk the kardashians suck but this is hilarious to me and i don’t see how people think this is 100% serious

this touches on a deep emotional level because i too use sarcasm in this fashion and i am also rightfully misunderstood by everybody

aurora borealis in denver???

there’s no way right. like there’s no way

i’m so scared to look back at 2023 mercury retrograde transits but i have no choice

i haven’t read a non non-fiction book in years. i need extra dopamine if i wanna establish a good reading habit. and yes the videos of that girl are inspiring this.

i have no choice but to read smut.

aw when i search astro in my pics it shows me charts and sunsets

thinking about the astrologer who said having 4h/9h connections can result in dual citizenship and me having a 9h libra venus ruling my 4h/9h and dreaming of living in another country

oh god i fucking hate insurance companies

i would be doing my trine between 9h libra venus and 12h neptune a disservice if i didn’t choose a fantasy style engagement ring right

i love living in a blue state recently a landlord told me that colorado has put too many tenant protections in place to stay profitable so he’s selling his properties and moving to montana

similarly i bought groceries for the first time in weeks. i got meat cheese and crackers and frozen meals and stuff for pb&js. no more trying to convince myself i’m going to to cook and then not eating becuz i have nothing easy to make. it’s ok to be kinda bad at things!!!

i’m sure this is confusing to everyone who steps in my apt but idc it’s the only way i’ve been able to keep myself organized and on top of my tasks! i had to stop expecting perfection from myself but i am much calmer and happier since accepting that it’s ok to do things kinda bad

also i created a organization system that works for MEEE like i have storage drawers labeled things like “special” and “important” bc it makes sense in my brain… so when i have random things laying around the house, ik where everything goes becuz everything has a home :)

now i only hang up dresses and sweaters/jackets and everything else gets tossed.… now i can actually keep up with laundry and staying organized becuz one load now only takes three minutes of work from start to finish, an amount my adhd is ok with lol

the key to adhd is meeting myself where i’m at and half assing things… like at least it gets done. i sucked at laundry for years becuz i hate putting it away. i decided to give up on folding clothes and bought extra storage drawers so i could just throw clothes in their drawers—