For me, there is nothing more cringe than recording myself and then having to watch it to make sure everything went okay. There is some unreasonable internal distaste, or even aversion to listening to one's voice, especially when talking was done in a non-native language. Ugh.
@kamilogorek
One thing I learned from
@mxstbr
is to force yourself through the cringe, and carefully watch every recording of yourself. You’ll come out on the other side as a better speaker.