Most already know, for those who don’t, my brother took his life yesterday morning. I don’t write this to get sympathy or attention, but I write partly for myself, but for awareness. Check on your people. Siblings, friends, family. Jobs and life take a lot of time in life but

losing the people closest to you in your life will change that. Everything else is in life is irrelevant compared to the people. I am devastated. We are all devastated. He impacted so many. I wish he knew he had other options, I wish he knew how much he meant to us all, but I am

in a way at peace knowing he’s not hurting anymore. I will never get to see my brother again. I will never be able to hug him. Tell him I love him. He will miss my wedding. My kids will never know their uncle. I wish I could have done more. I wish I would have tried harder or

@HBBauserman Our condolences on your loss - the #d3fb fam / nation is here for you during this time of 💔

@HBBauserman Hayden, I am so very heartfelt sorry, but trust me your brother will be in your future now, that is how God must have planned things, I know your heart is hurting I am sending you prayers but I am sure that your brother would not want you to be sad

@HBBauserman Sorry for your loss Coach and will be praying for your family🙏🏼

@HBBauserman So very sorry for you and your families loss. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

@HBBauserman 🙏🏾

@HBBauserman Depression is a terrible thing and so unrecognized. Stay strong Hayden prayers to you and your family

@HBBauserman Your courage to share these words are a tribute to your brother in this most difficult time. Remember to make sure you and your family also get the care you need facing such an unconscionable loss.

@HBBauserman So terribly sorry for your loss 💔

@HBBauserman So very sorry for your loss.

@HBBauserman 🙏🙏 to You and Your Family.

@HBBauserman Don't beat yourself up. It's not your fault. My prayers are for you, him, and your loved ones.

@HBBauserman Praying for your peace that comes from embracing the truth. You were not to blame, not at fault, and not the cause. Honor his memory by never forgetting him and never forgetting the good times. Much love to you.

@HBBauserman So sorry for your loss.