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woke up 25 today, frontal lobe fully developed. my brain finally feels whole and it has allowed me to come to the crystal clear realization that there is nothing left for me 🥳😼😼😼🎉🎂.

i just want to say thank u to everyone who reached out and everyone who has replied, i think it’s hard for me to grasp the impact i have on other people, seriously ♥️.

are harder than others and wanting to entertain and be outgoing on days where i’m not feeling alright is hard. i’m extremely blessed, i probably need a therapist but it’s something that i feel would be hard committing to, yet again i’m sorry. .

the other and procrastinating and getting anxious to go live and then keep pushing it till the next day. i feel people are gonna expect some news or where i’ve been and i get nervous thinking about that. i just felt that also no one wants to watch someone who is sad, some days.

to those concerned, i’m okay. i’ve neglected everyone and everything this past month and a half. i got really depressed and losing my will to live some days. i hope to be back soon and wanted to say sorry for not being vocal about it, it just snowballed downhill one day after.

♥️

me and who.

to everyone who still watches, thanks for giving me a reason to keep going.

LOCKED iN

feb 28th, in 1 week it will be CINEMA.

I'm shit

recently it’s been hard to get myself to socialize….

tired… (◞‸◟；).

can i come over and stare at you like this.

past 3 days i beat resident evil 4 remake and silent hill 2 remake. highly recommend both games u will fw them.

thank u guys for the kind words on my previous post. i’ll try to keep going and with time hope for the best and things get better.

it’s scary how easy it is to give up, im having some mixed emotions with my life, i don’t feel comfortable in this skin. praying everything works out.

i just had avocado toast for the first time and that shit hit, need that more often.