@CyndiSmallwood1
Cyndi Smallwood
6 months
@SummersWave Please do not feel guilty. I lost my only child a son. I have only attended a couple Christmas services since. I still worship God but from home or out hiking on this day. Sending πŸ™ prayers your way.
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@SummersWave
Border Czar @SummersWave πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡²πŸ’žπŸ€ πŸ’žπŸΆπŸ’žπŸΎπŸ’žπŸ•πŸ’žπŸ˜˜
6 months
My family is upset with me because I don't feel like I'm ready to go to church tomorrow. I'm not angry at God, but I feel like I will cause a scene from crying if I go! It's my first Christmas since my son died, and I'm barely holding it together! So now I have to feel guilty…
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@SummersWave
Border Czar @SummersWave πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡²πŸ’žπŸ€ πŸ’žπŸΆπŸ’žπŸΎπŸ’žπŸ•πŸ’žπŸ˜˜
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@CyndiSmallwood1 Thankyou, Cyndi!πŸ™ I'm so sorry about your son! I feel like everybody expects you to bounce back to normal after several months, but this is going to hurt for the rest of my life!πŸ˜ͺ I appreciate your kind words, and will remember you in my prayers!πŸ™β€οΈπŸ˜˜
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@CyndiSmallwood1
Cyndi Smallwood
6 months
@SummersWave Time heals the gut wrenching pain, but it’s a lifetime of memories with your son that will help you through the dark times along with God Grace and love. ❀️
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