Catherine Pikachu
@CathachuPikachu
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Pikachu Cosplayer| age late 20s| Autistic, ADHD, DID | Just trying to figure this all out.
Joined February 2016
Welcome! I am a Pikachu cosplayer! I mostly tweet random ADHD and Autistic thoughts or am freaking out about my current hyperfixation FFXIV. Be kind to yourself and others <3 it'll take you so far.
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Funny how I'd make a disorder that affects my personality, my whole personality.
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Sorry I make DID my whole personality, but it kinda... is
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Singlets try not to pathologize us challenge impossible
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Welp, I guess this is one group I'm never coming out to.
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i contain multitudes. personality disorder
i contain multitudes. i want to help people and forge community and help cultivate safe spaces for people like me but i also think everyone is annoying and should be executed
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Me: It's my first full day off in weeks and I really want to sleep in. Brain: cool, here's a dream that will emotionally and mentally drain you so you are forced to wake up and confront reality. Me: 😥
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On every level, emotional, physical, mental, I am him
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Had a bad derealization cycle as I woke up. I was convinced the dream I just had was a real memory but I couldn't remember any details. It was really stressful but now that I'm awake I see it was actually a dream.
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I've always been a system, that much is true. But would knowing about it earlier on saved me from the destabilization that finding out later caused me? Or would I have destabilized anyway? The what-ifs plague me, but one thing I know for certain is that right now I am happy.
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Sometimes since wonder what life would have been like if I had known I was a system earlier on. Would I have told people in high school? Would I have told people in college? Would it have made those times easier or harder?
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Sometimes being a system is so frustrating. But I also know that my life would be chaos without it.
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we split more of us off but i'm depressed so that's not my problem
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the worst thing to be to me is forgettable btw. don’t overthink this one. i have a complex post traumatic memory disorder.
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you don't have to pretend like everything is known. sometimes you know nothing and have to reckon with the absence
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i realize your incessant paternalism has lead you to believe i am a tiny baby in need of caring for with a fractured view of reality but intellectually i’m the chernobyl exclusion zone. i can and will end your shit.
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no offense but i literally can't process that others genuinely care for me
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Though to be fair, sometimes they dont always agree with me.
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