I’m at the point where I really need help with affirming treatments. My mental health is in extreme decline and getting the help I need is next to impossible 😞 I just want to see me as me
After a very meh day with quite a lot of pain I wake up to this. WE DID IT! Thank you to every single person who has been with me on this ride. I’m crying 😭 I didn’t think this would ever happen
I’ve been bleeding followers ever since the horrible incidents in the world have come more forefront in these troubling times. I support BLM. I support women, I supppet trans people and human rights for every person. If this upsets you, I suggest you unfollow like these have
Hello, Hi. I am absolutely struggling Physically and Mentally right now. It sucks. There's at least one of you in the same place right now. We will make this through. together. You are damn awesome, keep on keeping on and I'm glad you are here <3
Ever since coming out I’ve been haemorrhaging followers. I’ve even been blocked by people I considered friends. It’s not easy being on the road of self discovery, I’m not going to stop until I’m happy with myself. If others don’t accept me for it that’s their problem
Coming out whilst having an active YouTube channel was one of the scariest things in my life. From the insults to people telling me to off myself. I still vividly remember this sealioning comment and the perfect response. I’m so lucky to have my friends <3
Mental health is in a good place right now after a very rocky month behind me. I’ll be opening up and talking about my experiences soon. I like sharing it, it helps me stay grounded and I hope it helps others who are going through the same headspaces. I’m glad you’re here <3
Today I got my mri results, damn exhausted from just leaving the house. The good news is I can sit with little pain for more than 5 minutes! Tomorrow I’m going to try streaming from my studio again. Aiming to record some YouTube’s on Friday too :)
Happy
#TransDayOfVisibility
It has been 26th months since starting this journey. I’m glad I chose happiness and the person I was always meant to be. It’s been a roller coaster of a time and it’s not always easy but it’s real. It’s authentic. You are all beautiful 💋you got this
Yesterday I went to my surgeon, the outcome was pretty much not what I expected in the slightest. I’m taken back by this news hard. I’m not going to be around the next few days as I process this before I can speak about it. Thanks 🙏
After losing so much weight I love seeing my face in the mirror as it regains the definition it used to have so many years ago. I’m going to keep work at being healthier. I love feeling this good
This year has been a trial, of health both mental and physical. I’m still here, still standing. Have a merry Christmas, be with your loved ones. Always open for a dm if you need.
Therapy started today. Very informative, interesting and the staff are wonderful. Really looking to getting this done and starting to get my health on the super track. I will be taking a lot about what I learn. Boy, there’s a lot!!
I’ve been in relationships since I was 18. Now at 34 I need to work out how to live for me. I’m terrified to be honest. This journey doesn’t come without sacrifices
Patreon is up 40%. Hot damn you guys are killing it. This makes me even more damn excited to bring you some very special stuff. In one day you brought us halfway to making this a full time job that we can actually comfortably live off. I am so damn swelling with love right now.
Hi my name is Aaron and this is my story of how
@discordapp
stole my money. I am posting this for the last time as I have exhausted every other option except for legal action (which is also the next step). .On the morning of July 27th 2019 my discord account was disabled.
Hey YouTube, could you NOT just fill every one of my videos with A METRIC fuck tonne of ads without my consent? I set the amount of ads for a reason. If I really have to go and readjust ads manually for 400 videos I’m going to lose it
It really makes me sad when people think a “safe space” means free speech. You don’t get to be a transphobic asshole on our channel. It’s simple as that. Im not going to apologise for not having empathy for people who aren’t tolerant of basic human rights. 👋
Yeah no. You are utterly fucked mate if you think his actions are ok or justifiable. I don’t want you watching my content or being part of my community.
Everyone has down days, Facebook or other social media does not accurately show you peoples lives. We are all dealing with our own demons, please don’t give up. You are worth it and I’m glad you are here. It’s ok to just do nothing once and a while and recharge. Be kind to you!
If you are overweight and trying to lose weight I cannot stress just how important your diet is. I have not been basically able to move or excercise but I have lost 6kg just from correcting my diet. I’m looking forward to when I can actually put some work in!
I got unfollowed by someone who works at Bethesda hahahahaha. Sorry but I’m not going to hold my criticism when companies screw the consumer with shady shit
Going through some of the old photos I took when we used to do things at the bar. I forgot about the black mask we have. Shit I used to take some good photos
Yesterday
@gabrielenguard
and I did recording for the first time in 2 weeks. It was so exhausting I just slept for 11 hours. I think we may have milked some funny this week
So. I’m swamped right now. My schedule is so jam packed. I have never been this busy. I have never been this strong mentally. This year is going to be HUGE. Thank you for being you. You got this. We got this. Together 🙏
Been waiting for this day for a long time. My
@Warcraft
bombers jacket I got at Blizzcon in 2016 now fits as I’m down to 101KG. Nearly under 100! Les go!