step 1:
pick up a music related skill (writing, beat making, mixing, mastering)
step 2:
get very good at it, find a studio
step 3:
offer to do whatever skill you picked (even if for free at first)
step 4:
nothing is handed to you, so create your own opportunities (be tactful).
I hate not being able to record whenever I want. I hate that money seems like the only thing holding me back. I hate that I literally cannot afford to be in the studio when I want.
I hate it so much. It irks me.